he was an idol,he was a man
in this strange place he made a band
he played great songs,so innocently
he played the guitar,oh,so carefully
his long,long fingers strums the guitar strings
didnt know what smells like teen spirit was gonna bring
the song exploded and then they were stars
what the people didnt see was the long hidden scars
while he was singing,he was also hurting inside
it seems like the flame of playing kinda just died
he wanted to retire,he wanted to let it go
but his stupid fucked up wife said no no no
"you cant go,you have to bring in the money,oh please grant my wish,wont
you honey"
she begged and begged but kurt shook his head
"i wanna stop now before i end up dead"
his wife narrowed her eyes and started her profanity
why didnt anyone see her insanity
he wrote a retirement note and tried to get away
but she had a plan and somehow made him stay
then on april 8th,the world heard a shocking news
Kurt Cobain was found dead up above his roof
nobody's really sure if it was suicide or not
but i think it was murder and i hope the murderer gets caught
up in heaven is where youll find kurt
playing rocking music but this time without the hurt.
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INNOCENCE
in a corner, sitting alone, a little girl wonders..
how come the angels in the sky have lost their beautiful wings,
how come the roses outside are bleeding away their thorns,
why is there ugly clouds out there where the birds fly,
and why is the sun hiding from her very confused eyes?
it may be the death of a king knocking cruelly at her door.
but the little girl is silent and she cannot understand.
how come there's a little tear running away from her eye,
how come there's a little thorn transpiercing the empty heart inside,
why is she feeling so sick and out of breath today,
and why is the sky crying away the rain?
it may be the death of grunge knocking cruelly at her door.
the girl is sinking in her sadness and continues to wonder.
how come the dew has dried up and the sun is becomming dark,
how come there is no wind and the moon is not rising up,
why have the birds stopped their beautiful singings,
and why are the butterflies falling slowly at her feet?
MUST BE THAT GRUNGE IS DEAD...
the girl finally understood how much it was tragic, and that the man who relieved her was now gone, away, dead..
so the anger and confusion
let their place to acceptance
and the little lonely girl
enjoyed her memories...
However, the little girl can't pretend anymore.
She knows she misses him and wants to go
So one day she goes down that way
not as a copycat
but as one of his people who needs not to be sad
anymore....
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Note to readers: Further construction of this page will be made within a few days, which will contain pictures, vid. clips, lyrics, & good and working links....
I hope this page will somewhat stand out from all of my fella Nirvana/Kurt obsesee's trillions pages out there 'cause I want this page to be personal instead of commercial.